salam wbt,
hi its Mawlidur Rasul today. and on the other note my posts had been quite emotional lately. muhahaha.
i went to tadika today to find the gate locked, my my abah was right tadika is not opened today. its not that i don't know its a public holiday but working in a kindy sometimes means holiday is not a normal one. then i went home straight away and singgah buying nasi lemak for breakfast.
while driving i listened to snippets of national maulidurrasul celebration at putrajaya, covered by ikim. passing thru children of my kejiranan wearing nice clothes to go berarak to our surau, i pondered about maulidurrasul celebration.
"abah, kenapa kita berarak eh time maulidurrasul?"
"..wallahua'lam."
scrolling down my TL on social medias, i appreciated the quotes, videos and reminders about rasulullah saw. i envy those whose hearts are very close with the beloved when me myself am struggling with that feeling sometimes. and this wave, does motivate me to muhasabah diri about my relationship with allah dan rasulullah and quran. alhamdulillah.
deep inside i know its not just that. love to Muhammad means to follow his footsteps, to have the same vision and fight the same mujahadah. its a long way to go. it requires tasawur islam yang syumul, mujahadah and tadhiyyah.
kalau kita revise balik sirah Nabi, kita tahu Rasulullah dan sahabat tak buat semua benda tu melainkan dengan vision yang besar dan kukuh. kenapa para sahabat semua tak duduk diam-diam dan selawat berjuta-juta kali supaya diorang termasuk dalam orang-orang yang terdekat dengan Rasulullah?
twit seorang ukhti,
laukana bainana, yaHabib, im sure everything will be so much easier.i thought about that too. laukana bainana, i will go and ask him about my dilemma yang tak habis-habis dah episod keberapa dah ni. like what khaulah did as recorded in surah al-mujadalah. and everything else.
laukana bainana, we will go and ask him especially about persoalan-persoalan dalam dakwah dan tarbiyah ni, konflik-konflik. we will go and mengadu to him about how we are struggling to do all this. to curhat about how weak i am.
but he is not here with us. not physically. but in prayers and memory and ruh, he is here.
sollu 'alan nabiy.
