When I was asked in one of the interviews, how do I handle stress, I said something like this;
I would step back, avoid being indulged in the situation. That way I am able to look at things from the 'outside', to think more rationally, to analyse and decide what can I do about the situation.
I'll try not to dwell on things I don't have control about them, but rather focus on my circle of influence.
Well well well sounds so nice meh. Honestly I don't know where do they come from, either from my readings, or from my own idealism in my head - on how should I think and approach things. Because I doubt if I ever did that in my 23 years of life.
To think back, these are what I need in facing time like this. Uncertain and undecided, perhaps two best words to describe my being now. Funny enough, these do not draw me closer to the Holder of my future pun, what the heck am I thinking when I, unconsciously, thought I can always handle things on my own. Ceh. I sometimes reflect on how, being in the comfort of living in our own homeland, cause us (me) to be more dependent on the creations (our own selves, mommy daddy, siblings, pakcik makcik kekawan yada yada) rather than the Creator. Maybe because we are too used to everything laid down before us, the feeling of being in control.
May we be bestowed with sabrun jameel until the time comes. Have faith mimy. And work harder.
Salam bye.
