Seminggu dua yang lalu aku menerima mesej daripada seorang teman yang aku selalu selesa bersamanya.
'Hey you.. I think you are a genuinely good person with an equally good heart that is often guarded but those you chose to be your fried, that same heart becomes generous. Generous in kindness, in humour, in trust.'
That was random. Unexpected. Honest. Heartwarming. Berkaca mata membacanya, I cried a tear or two. Bolehkah dikira titisan air mata itu? Sebab aku di tengah manusia, ataukah aku sedang dalam kereta sebelum memandu waktu itu ya? Jelasnya pada waktu yang taksesuai untuk melayan rasa dan tersedu sedan.
'Guarded.'
I know thats me. I very rarely tell what I feel. Been receiving that remarks every once in a while, in one way or another, I looked back and reflect - where does that coming from? It must started somewhere, somehow.
I found answers here and there. But I'll continue later.
Been a while. I don't know who read this anymore, which I silently hope no one does. But if you do, drop hi, will you?
See how it goes, ey :) Till then!
