Kekadang mungkin kita (saya) ni suka sangat duk tanya khabar orang tapi tak kisah sangat khabar sendiri.
and I really means;
kisah, dan
khabar sendiri.
kisah - maksudnya benar-benar mengambil peduli dan mengambil tindakan
khabar sendiri - maksudnya khabar iman, hamasah dan consequently amal.
Anyways;
Dua hari dah kerja sementara dekat nurseri berhampiran rumah. I didn't really applied for this, datang bergolek gituhaa. Dan, fikir sejenak, why not? I wasn't that productive at home so lets give it a chance and have new experience.
Tak dapat dinafikan masih blur-blur lagi, dan cam -
apekah budak-budak ni.
hm aku patut buat apa eh sekarang.
nampaknya suaraku tak mampu mengawal mereka.
comelnya budak ni.
comotnya budak ni.
ahaha. I kinda like kids, I mean I don't despise them. But I'm not that good with them - takdelah berjaya menarik minat depa sepanjang masa, blur jugak nak buat apa dan sebagainya. Tapi berada di nurseri tu, kekadang jadi teringat zaman kecil-kecil. Satu dua memori time tadika yang tak tahu kenapa, out of everything else, dia terlekat elok je kat kepala kita. And I wonder if any of my doings or encounter with these kids will give them such memories lasting that long. Teachers that made me feel special - I think for kids, that matters. To feel special, loved :) hm mungkin untuk orang besar pun it matters kot, kan?
Tadi, saya call parents dua orang kekanak ni sebab lepas sejam habis tadika, takde orang amik. Then one of the parents didn't pick up my call.
M: Haha mak kau tak sayang kau sebab tu dia tak angkat tepon. (I know right nakal betul bebudak ni ish ish)
A: Mana ada mak kita sayang kita. Dia selalu cium cium kita banyak kali. Siap gomol kita lagi.
M: *muka kerut* Gomol tu apa?
Being with these kids, sometimes I can't help but wonder what kind of surrounding at home they are facing everyday. Dan saya melihat kekanak ni, bersama-sama mereka datangnya harapan dan kasih sayang dari ibu bapa, keluarga. What kind of hopes, dreams their parents have for them? Disebabkan saya takde anak lagi, saya terbayang la adik-adik saya - dulu time tadika dulu diorang camni ke eh. Haha. Dan aku pulak dulu, camne? Gosh it was what, more than 15 years ago :O
Yang takbleh blah,
Yang takbleh blah,
Me: *saying something to a kiddo nearby*Anyways, memang rasa nak baca buku Prophetic Parenting la. Tapi belum pi boxhunting kat rumah macik Aisyah lagi T.T
S: Teacher kenapa suara teacher camtu?
Me: Camne?
S: Entah. Macam itik.
Me: *dalamhati* whatttt kau kata suara aku cam itikkk? =.= ptuihh
Di samping itu, the idea of being rich disturbed my mind after last weekend seminar. Hm hmm
Kind regards,
teacher mimy
hahaha mimi sorila saya semangat gelak bace entry ni :D
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