before i ask Allah to help me with my report, i ask Him to help me strengthen my tauheed first.
you know, when you start counting the hours that you have before submitting or before you see your supervisor. when you hope for an easy flow of ideas and words coming out from the head. when you start regretting the time passed with nil productivity. when you want your supervisors to be pleased with you. blablabla
and you forget Allah controls everything.
surah al-mulk continues to echo in me.
and in sujud is where i find peace and calm.


