dua tiga hari ni kekadang cam termenung seketika. wondering how's everything going back home, how different it would be when i be there again next year.
always when i'm saying goodbye to my grandparents after a visit, i wonder, Allah, this could possibly be the last time i meet them, kan? seriously i cannot imagine, and i was afraid.
now the time has come.
we belong to Allah, and to Him we shall return.
moga wan kembali kepada Allah dengan qalbun saleem. kembali sebagai seorang hamba yang diredhai. dan doa, Allah, may we be together in Jannah. nanti, wan kan umurnya ala-ala sebaya je dengan saya, sihat dan kuat dan telinga wan dapat dengar dengan perfect, and we can talk about a lot of things together :')
every family has their own stories. amazing how we are very much shaped by that.
